Suddenly

Heavy in feet and head
dragging herself along
no wings, no upstream wind
landscapes attacking her
nerves torn by trees and rain
merciless dragging of feet

She unfolded her heaviness
laid it at rest, bid the wings
make progress on eternity
what she did was to steer away
however, the dragging feet
grew into heavy anchors

Sad she refolded her wings
heaviness in everything even the wind
nothing, not anything could fly
sho bowed her head, resigned and sad
but then, suddenly, the wings jumped
into position, eternity grabbed her

No time for wings, no time for winds
suspended in air she was dragged along
all heaviness gone, turned into nothing
the claw in her chest held her and she
swayed into feeling none whatsoever
heavy but lifted, wingless, but flying