Words Take 2

I have so much to say

convergence seems

to make the words

string together like

black ants, scrambling

for a bite of the picnic

when what's leaking

from the skull

thick and listless

smacks canvas and

tries like hell

to take a shape

someone will recognize

and the clicking

of mental self-mutilation

critique of every

single word that

is never enough

to drive the point

on the wall

hangs my obscenities

airing out

hoping for phase two