ideal creations

I have dreamed you in to creation-
this heart knows the distance
I am willing to travel for you, love.
when the restrictions of life disappear,
let me ease in to your empty spaces-
I promise never to get so comfortable
that I become complacent.

I am true in heart and to love
but when life collided with desire
I got thrown off course
and somehow went in the wrong direction.
can you forgive me for this?

can you know me without doubting
the depth of committment
that I have to serving exclusivity?
even when all the lines have become blurred,
I know I've crossed no boundaries
that would leave me draped in guilt.

I come to you this time, in friendship
holding on to all our possibilities
that might allow me freedom
to finally show you the full picture of myself
as the smile overtakes my face
at just my imagining all of you...
if only imagining you slowly in to existance