maybe

perhaps i just needed
someone to talk to -
someone to listen -
someone to be the one.

maybe i needed something that
couldn't be offered. maybe i'm
meant to die alone and cold.

maybe MUG never existed -
it's just a figment of your
overactive imagination.

i feel that way sometimes -
some nights are worse than others.
some colors are brighter than others.

it's a muddle -
MUG -
a puzzle who has a piece
missing so we give it
away at a yard sale.

not looking back.

that's MUG in a
nutshell. emphasis
on nut and shell.