i forgot who i was

only for a moment.

it comes back, though.

i'm not the asshole, being mean.

sure, i'm anti-social, but that's because
most people are asses and i'd rather be
alone than with someone i don't like.

i remember i'm funny, or try to be.

or maybe it was funny looking.

i remember, but not everything.

who am i?

where am i?

this is not my house. this is not my street.

etc.

stolen lines from songs. luap'll probably yell at me,
demanding a delete.

oh wait, i remember i am him, now kpaul, different,
still changing.

i remember when MUG was born and only one or two
invited people visit. (now teens typing suicide
poetry into google or yahoo end up here.)

i remember being me and not being upset with that.

i remember what it is to be alone in a crowded room.

i remember remembering back then too.

what will i remember a year from now?