i talk to MUG

please don't think me crazy.
i should be working on my
manuscript and yet i'm
too tired with too
many things going
on. i reload the
pages to see if
anyone's answered,
if anyone's thought,
about what i have to
say to MUG.

clearly dreary i sink or
swim with momentum.

i talk to MUG.
i talk to myself.
i talk to anyone
who will listen.

who will listen
now?

delete, delete, i
can't kill the words
i wrote although i prob-
ably should.

i talk to MUG and tell her i miss
sitting and talking like rational
or even irrational human beings.

i talk to MUG
but does she
listen?