<u><b>BP #4: domestic</b></u>

should i tell too many


i'm writing a book before


it's finished?

so, there i was, in the


convention center


yet again,


this time


for another


reason, a volunteered


event.

not working,


working, not


working, or


working...

hordes of kids from


4th thru 12th schools


in the morning, afternoon,


and then an hour or so to


print out some one sheets


for the evening version


with adults instead of


children - many diff


classes of people


looking for jobs,


i imagined who i


would hire.

one man, imparticular,


who had worked in the peace corps.


simple, clean cut farm boy. had the


number of sow he had under his control


on his resume. said at one point that


he had helped drill an oil well, and


still couldn't get a job... sad, very


sad. nothing i could do at the moment


for him either. continue rattling off


my tirade about seeking employment online,


changing the tone and pitch depending on


the audience - and i'm going to fail speech


class this semester (again even)... dropping


the magic word i knew the other person in the


booth wanted to hear. here i go again, wondering


out loud occasionally that we'd recently let go


a number of people.

lots of traffic on the big G mail list today -


very interesting, informative.

ok, let work go, in a way,


try to stay in focus with


the character composites


of who i am melted on the


page like wax still warm


and pliable.

after


begin


again

aft, er,


be \"Gin\",


a gain.