i don't

i don't remember
i forget how it was.

why was it that we were
so good together and then
it fell apart and reassembled
and the shame, the heartbreak, the
forgotten laughs ring hollow through
the mind whose heart has stopped
beating if just for a moment.

i don't remember.
i forget how it was.

why is it that we are
so horrible to each
other and then say
it's not ok but
it's what we
have so we
keep w/it?

i don't remember.
i forget how it was.
make me remember.
don't ever let me forget.