12 hour pizza

I knew she was
kidding for the
most part, but
it stuck with me
as a possible truth
about me i couldn't
see by being me - that
some things i'm overly (not
overtly) impulsive (very much
like the enterprise starship, i guess)
and yet on other things, small things even
i go back and forth and back and forth,
unable to make a decision.

heh. it's good to see yourself outside your-
self once
in a while
good to see
you as others
see you and not
as you see you which
of course is different and
maybe more honest and may-
be more dishonest depending
on whether you lie to yourself
or not.

deep thoughts as i wonder

and wonder