a muse me

a muse (for) me;
amuse me,
amaze me,
relate to me
be real to me
feed me, seed me,
see me, feel me,
above me, below me,
love for me, love from me
a place to be & believe
in and out - in and out -
startled w/a shout -

giggle, smile,
just for a little while.
then we can stop only to
start again, again & again.

amuse me, amaze me,
a relief to me,
a release for me,
unspoken words
shouldn't hurt
but they sting
they cause my
ears to ring
around the
rosie o'
donnel
phoni-
ness,
a mass of mess
if you will or
if you won't i
will continue
unspoken, rising
in the clouds on
donkeys (an ass)
macro lense to my soul -
seeing it up close,
bared, barred from
further interaction,
farther interference.

hearing the voice
of unspoken words
and time is a blur
and i can't help
but to want to
sleep & dream
another seam
of reality
bursted,
broke,
boom
goes da
words of a
muse (for) me
an amazine muse
to lead me out of
da maze of life and
love and loss of both.